jordin sparks - this is my now

it's almost been another year since i wrote here...dunno why i came back....just felt like venting since i m so freaken bored at home now....(comp off from all those days dedicated for the charity ball stage)...

so yea, many things happened at work, i started and completed VITA by having a great bunch of volunteers...whom i can rely on when i need a hand...*thanx*...started and completed CATS with a half of the returning volunteers and few more from MYEEP (first year working with them...and not bad)....then it was the charity ball that just took place last friday....a few volunteers and i put up the stage this year....we were really satisfied with the outcome, and glad that many guests from the board, donors, and sponsors liked it...even tho we had some bad vibes from the staff, we know we are proud of ourselves when no one else was there to help.....and the weird thing was i dun even know how i got dragged into the performance section this year again....and ended up writing the emcee script...*shrugs*....o wells, everything's last minute....

as for school....i got into the school newsletter since may....it was cool to write for the school and doing something within my field....we are supposedly publishing our next edition this coming week, stay tune!....other than that, i have finally started taking PR classes...and it's just amazing how much i learned, there's just so many concepts and methods to bring news to the public....and i m so glad that i made my choice to go back to school...:)

i have work and school in my hands, but i haven't been excercising that much....vball conflicts with my PR class TWO SEMESTERS IN A ROW....GREAT!...:S....i can FEEEEEEEL myself getting fatter every moment, especially working in chinatown, where there's so many food choices to make......

weekends, dun worry, it's been more active than ever!!!.....with a bunch of good friends and volunteers-became-friends, i m basically occupied with an activity every weekend!!!.....we're talking about dinners, sing K, bowling, hiking, house visits, movies, short and long distance trips, and of course....hanging out at CNSC.....LOL.....sometimes, we even hang out during the middle of the weekend when we can't wait for the weekends.......just something to spice up our LONG BORING WORKING weeks...hehe.....

yea, i know this entry is nothing compared to my usual LONG ASS entries, but i guess i haven't really been bad tempered to bitch about things, which is a good thing....:)

  jacky cheung "黑白畫映" ("black & white film)

happy new year everyone....which isn't a new year anymore..:P...but so much happened over the past few months......and i have to say, NOT BAD!...hehe...

well, in november, i held the nov. b-day celebration, for basically 5 different people including me having a b-day in november, what a coincidence.....we went to marie callendar's for dinner.....originally it was supposed to be elephant bar, but they were stupid to not take any reservations and took forever, so we switched where MC was not bad either!...we had a party of 18 people, i was so happy that a lot of people made it to celebrate with us....run-off of people: (clock-wise around the table starting with me) me, san-jeh, dusson, danny, linda, kristalia, may, lily, stephanie, maggie, bernet, linh, ricky, derek, jenny, laurel, joanna, and hoiching....which was more funny that was that it seemed like we were just celebration only my b-day....thanks for everyone's gifts!!!.....i got a gorgeous landscape lamp from kristalia, a movie DVD from joanna, a box of chocolate & gift certificate from jenny, a gift certificate from laurel, a box of chocolate from hoiching, and a really great meal from everyone...:)....my birthday cake was a MC apple pie with ice cream....YUM YUM....and i guess a few made me a special treat on the other side of the table, see pics on facebook...:P....hehe....we went to sing-K that nite, which i haven't done for a LONG TIME after may's b-day...and my voice was so dry that nite...:S... but here's a special from linda, she said that it's the first time she ever sang at a karaoke....WOAH! i m SOO lucky!!!....and most of all, thanx everyone for celebrating with me!....

but even before that day, i had a dinner with iris.....at sizzler's.....steak!....but our meat wasn't as rare as we wanted..:S...and it was a really cold place...hmm....what was wrong leh?...that was kinda start of the crazily cold weather that's still going on today...:S.....but no worries, i got a really warm and big towel from iris, which i could use as a blanket....hehe....

then i think it was the following week or two, outta no where hoiching called me up for hotpot with kei laurel joanne and joanna.....guess it was kinda to celebreat joann's coming up b-day also...hehe.........and wah! i couldn't have enough lamb and redbnice...LOLOL.....i just kept on stacking on red meat, my tolerance on food is just scary...:P....hehe...we went to sing K again, but this time i was prepared with my secret weapon...OJ!!!...LOLOL....it's just amazing how well it clears up my throat...tehehe....so yea, another great nite!....

in just another two weeks, it was LV & JACKY CHEUNG TIME!!!!....LOL...yea, i couldn't really concentrate at work the few weeks before, not to mention school was over already..tahaha.....i was all excited, and acting all "heung lei" when getting on the plane..LOLOL...(the first time i rode a place was in 12th grade, and i haven't rode ever since...)....the whole trip was just amazing, i rode with hoiching, and we both roomed with kei at monte carlo (which i heard a few days ago that it caught on fire...:S)....hehe.....i was so grateful to see old time friends like kenny and tina......they had crazy working schedule in LV, so i had to meet them separately for separate meals, but at least i got to see them again...:)........so yea first nite we got there, me hoiching and kei hung out with joanna and her bro kenny....we ate at the "best sandwich in the world," and walked from casino to casino until everyone got tired...hehe....but before then, they were all trying to make me drink, but i got water instead...hehe.....and we got a really big nite nite snack from mcdonald's, fries and nuggets...hehe......gambling record: i used a dollar for 25 cent slots at monte carlo, lost to my second last quarter before i won back to $1.50...i lose two games and back to a dollar..and left...

the next day, me hoi and kei ate with kenny (davis kenny) at a vietnamese please off the strip....so i said on facebook, it's the first time i ever saw the residential side of LV!.....the place was not bad, and then me and my roommates just surfed fashion mall afterwards.....we had buffet dinner at treasure island, the roast beef was HELLA GOOD, yum yum rare meat!!!!!.........hehe....we met up with si-jeh and dick, and it was the main course of our trip, JACKY CHEUNG WORLD TOUR CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!.....he was SENSATIONAL!!!.....after listening to him live, it's never gonna be the same no more!...LOL....he sang a lot of his great classics and some of his new songs (which i din like before, now i couldn't get enough of it now...LOLOL).....and the generous part of the concert was that he basically made a mini-concert during the encore, he sang A LOT!.....and you bet, i caught a few clips that nite!!!..hehe....then we went to a bar where everyone tried to convince me to drink again...but i had water the whole nite....WEEE.....we were playing 15-20, and everyone was getting drunk while i was watching...LOLOL...(cuz everytime i lose, either dick kei hoiching or si-jeh drank for me....LOL)....MY BAD!!...hehe.....gambling record: i used the same dollar for penny slots at wynn, winning and losing pennies until i won back to $1.01, lost one game back to a dollar, and left again....LOLOL....really obvious i was just gambling for the time passing...LOLOL.....

last day before going back to SF!......we had to check out the place, go all the way to wynn, met up with si-jeh tina and dick for wynn's brunch............hmm, personally i kinda thought it was overrated...:S...their roast beef wasn't good...the ice cream was all icy and not creamy.....and all the other stuff just wasn't up to my standards...:S.....sadly sad, the best thing there was actually the bland porridge...-____-".....compared to treasure island, it was kinda horrible for me...:S.....not to mention that the price was so much higher than TI....:S......so si-jeh and dick later left for their place.....and tina led the rest of us to fashion mall before she had to leave for work also, and then crazy kei showed hoiching and i the craziest video ever on youtube where it made me hardly able to land my eyes on a kid, else hoi and i will just crack up like there's no tomorrow...LOLOL...check out "street fighter kid"...LOLOL....we walked around venetian before we headed back for our flight, and that basically concluded our great and memorable trip....gambling record: i use the SAME dollar again for quarter slots at venetian, 1/2 awake, lose until my last quarter before i heard the slot maching going *clonk clonk clonk*.....i hit 3 "double 7's" and won up to $20..and left.....WEEE...LOLOL.....i was surprise how controlled i was...hehe....

after getting back to work, i was again all lost...LOLOL...the holiday season was still clinging on to me...hehe......i invited iris to the united way dinner, and that's when i got my xmas presents from her also.....so thoughtful lo!....she got me a bluetooth headset and some moonlight path products!....ALRITE!!!......the dinner itself was ok la....a typical chinese banquet.....and not sure it was a good thing or bad thing, i had to sit with my boss and board members when something crazy messed-up the seating chart, where we were not able to sit with the rest of my family...hmm...but the dinner was still entertaining when iris and i just kept on laughing a the performers....LOL....trust me, they were REALLY funny...hehe....

..then i held a new year celebration with a few friends......first on the program, we watched "i am legend"......i din know it was a scary movie, so i was all freaked out...LOLOL......then we ate at CPK, which was a HORRIBLE experience, and i felt bad dragging my friends to that place...UGH.....they got us mixed up with another party, mixed up our drinks, served cold pizza, and even served wrong pizzas........UGH, those bastards...:S.....so i m not going back there no more......then we went over to embarcadero for the fireworks, which was kinda funny cuz it reminded a few of us a scene from "i am legend" SHIT!...LOLOL.....i was surprised that there wasn't a countdown like we usually see on TV.....awww..:S....but o wells, the fireworks were still pretty (which i found out that my picture was "stolen" by the sf chronicles that nite).......later, we couldn't think of a place to go, leaving only a few of us waiting for the bus since the news said it will run until 3am...MY ASS!!...we just waited for an hour before gave up and took the metro.....so yea, the start of the new year was kinda weird....at least for me, not to mention that i drag a few others down with me...:S...crazy!......well, here are the people who participated that nite, thanks for coming out anyways, it was great seeing you all!!: me, joanna, kenneth, melissa, jason, kei, jenny, hoiching, iris, dick, linda, maggie, and dusson......happy 2008!!!....

a week later, it was iris' b-day, we ate at house of formosa in richmond, good food!.....round of people: me, iris, mary, jenny, donna, and hoiching.....i was kinda organized that nite cuz i din get to wrap her presents until last minute....YET, it was a nice wrapping...mwahahaha...LOLOL...and i had to borrow some wrapping from hoiching cuz i underestimated the size of the box...hehe.....iris can tell what i gave her...hehe....and then we went to marco polo for ice cream.....YUM YUM....the durian and red bean!!!!....afterwards, it seemed like the storm was coming, but we din want the nite to end...unfortunately, there wasn't a set decision and some were getting tired, so i had to call for a part two another time...:S....(WHICH I M STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO......hehe)....

yea, that's basically most of my hangouts, except iris introduced me to a dessert place near her place, quite good!....we were SUPPOSED to have it with U-jeh, but she ditched us...*sigh*...o wells, we still had a good time, the food was yum yum......their "pillows" were something fresh to me, so creamy...hehe...we were both eating hungrily, and surprisingly, i just had dinner too...hehe.....o yea, that nite, we sat behind some ming pao reporters chatting....i recognized one of them, but i guess he forgot me...hmm...and they were just saying the funniest things about other presses and some weird facts....hehe...

then, VITA started for me, the trainings just ended this saturday....which was kinda successful b/c i found some really dedicated and up-for-learning volunteers....new faces and old, so i was really satisfied with the results...a little TOO satisfied cuz i think i m gonna get too many volunteers...LOL...but you never know, not all of them will show up every week, so it CAN be deceiving to say if i have enough or not.....and the taxwise installation was actually the most stressful part cuz it couldn't run right until last nite when kasey helped me fixed all of them......the next few weeks will be like war with uncle sam again...*sigh*.....

school is ok for me....so much to do...:S....the week is too short for me, i had to drop of my classes to free myself a little bit........come to think about it....i m in the library now....which i was PLANNED to study, but ended up xanga-ing for the whole time i was here...LOL....and the library is about to close...LOLOL...i m such a bad student...LOL..........kk, 881!

  m-flo - been so long

it's been a HORRIBLE month just working with these ANAL RETENTIVE BITCHES for the charity ball, and i can't believe i had to skip vball for THEM.....*ugh*...........

so yea, let's start from the first day i returned to work since i got sick.....the first thing, i got dragged into the charity ball performance meeting, i m like cool.....then again, i remembered that last year when doreen and i got involved, we had to deal with two divas who are total inconsiderate BITCHES...yes, BITCHES, they're the director and coordinator for the show...(just refer back to last year's entry)...after a year, they are STILL a hell of 8-poh's....doreen and i already made an agreement from last year that if the same two bitches are involved with the show, we would be hands-off cuz we dun wanna deal with their crap no more.....ok, during the meeting, everyone had to discuss about the performance on oct.26's charity ball, and needed performers.....the performance this year is celebrating the "new seven world wonders," and the show will set based on the seven different countries with dance and catwalk related to the culture....so from the meeting, other than doreen, my friend clarence's name was brought too cuz he was volunteer performer last year, and i guess they liked working with him?...i dunno......so yea, the coordinator just turns over to me, using her naggy-ass-bitchy voice "ask clarence, you know the details and how everything is going to be, see if he wants to participate".........i m like STFU, dun be commanding me like she's paying me....-____-"......and when doreen's name was brought up to help out, that coordinator was like "we can talk about these minor things later"...LOL....OF COURSE, doreen totally nailed her and killed her "bossing everyone around" attitude last year.....(refer back to last year's charity ball entry also).....but yea, based on those lines, you can already tell how bossy and snobby she can be, and that she din like anyone who stopped her from her harsh orders......-_____-".....dun even know how her parents raised such a "yeh jung" like her....

so last wednesday was the first rehearsal of the show.....i know, only a little more than two weeks to rehearse......supposedly, i din have two go cuz i din wanna get involved with the performance, and work with (or "under" in the the director and coordinator's perspective....LOL...CHIU) with the bitches.....but cuz my new boss was telling me that the bitches were still desperate for more performers, and see if i knew anyone from CATS or past performers who wanted to help......so i m like, cool, since my boss is asking...not cuz of the two bitches, i din even wanna ask clarence until my boss ask me....seriously, refer back to the bitchy coordinator's line, OF COURSE i knew how everything was going to be, that's why i din wanna drag my friends and personal contacts down the hellhole.....:S......so in the end, i got five volunteers who wanted to perticipate and help ME out (two CATS teachers, florence, clarence, and tommy aka florence's b/f)......i was actually grateful for their help cuz it was quite a last minute call.......and since they are helping out, i had to be considerate to be at the rehearsal, at least the first one.........*sigh* (please remember, it's a wednesday, i had vball...:(...)......so yea, the whole time, my CATS teachers and florence only said that they will help out in the backstage and dressing room area, while clarence and tommy agreed to be performers....but when we got to the rehearsal, the director said that she dun need anymore performers except for clarence, so tommy was dropped....(but din my boss said that the director was still DESPERATE for guy performers?...i dunno.....kinda sorry that i made him rush all the way back from hayward to get rejected.....*sigh*....OMG, i m glad that florence's cousin couldn't make it to the show either, else it would have been even more fucked up...)......when my volunteers were there, she kinda ignored them as i was introducing them, and din even bother telling them what they were expected to do.....so throughout the nite, all at random times, the coordinator was telling me & my volunteers to do this and that.......moving heavy ass stage platforms and be absent performers' stand-in's.......the coordinator called over in her bossy tone "ok, i need you to get your volunteers to move these platforms, and stop sitting there".......i m like WTF?  i remembered clearly in the beginning that she din give us any tasks, that fudgin' dumbass.......O_o......so i m like, whatever, asking my CATS teachers to help with the platforms (florence and them weren't there yet), and sat back down cuz the director and coordinator were so unorganized that they STILL gave us any instructions on what to do, dun forget that my CATS teachers are NEWBIES to this event, they REALLY dunno what is expected....how stupid can that coordinator be?......when i m coordinating events, i list out and/or announce the volunteer tasks for them, so they know basically what to do (if not 100% clear, they can THEN ask me)....but this bitch really gave us NOTHING.......*ngong gau chut*....

so that was just one incident.....later on after the stage was setup and the director is ready to get people rehearse on stage, the coordinator was calling out names for people who were in different scenes, where some people she said that she needed "stand-in's" for.......while she was calling out the names, barely anyone was paying attention.......so she used her snobby-bitchy voice on me again "when i callout saying that i need stand-in's, you need to get your volunteers to stand up to help, i need you to pay attention"........umm...???....the last time i checked, only anthony and julia are my bosses, when the hell did she just become my boss?.......and also, me and my volunteers never got any previous instructions that my volunteers are needed for stand-in's (not to mention that they agreed to be one in the first place)....-___-".....so only my two CATS teachers stood for stand-ins, florence and tommy din move (and i dun blame them cuz that wasn't what they were asked to do in the first place....and yes, florence din like work with that bitch either.....OOOOOO, you dun even know what doreen florence and i had to go thru working with that bitch)....and of course, clarence was already up "chosen" to be a real performer......but what else was there to do for florence and tommy? they already wanted to leave (me too...*sigh*) cuz there weren't anything for us to do, plus we dunno what other stupid bitching and commanding the coordinator is going to pull out next......-____-".....overall, we din wanna take commands from her.....so i just stood out and asked my boss "do you still need my volunteers? cuz they dun have any specific tasks assigned to them".......so he asked the director the same thing, and guess what?....the director basically just confusingly exclaimed that "when i need volunteers, i expect them to stay for all four hours helping me"......ok, but on what? the rehearsal was from 6pm-10pm on a weekday....my CATS teachers have school, and my friends have work the next day....if you really dun have any specific tasks for them, are you telling me that they can just go home already?.......she and the coordinator argued "i need them to help as stand-in's for absent performers"....(wow, she FINALLY tells us).....my volunteers were intended to be backstage people, and that i was told you still needed performers, that's why i asked their help.....they continued arguing "there's no backstage people since it's only the first rehearsal, and that i only taking clarence, the other one i dun need"......so in that case, most of my volunteers aren't there for what they are needed for, are you telling me that they can go home if they dun wanna be stand-in's?..........the director stopped for a moment "ok, i m going to announce to everyone what i need, i dun wanna repeat myself".......soon after she announced what she need, at least a quarter of the performers left......ROFL......loser.......LOL....and yea, tommy and florence left also......(o god, please take me also...but not when i had to look after my remaining volunteers......dunno when's the next time the two bitches gonna snap at them)........i dunno why they thought they can just recruit a whole bunch of VOLUNTEERS AKA NONPAID for FOUR FREAKIN' HOURS AT NITE, and expect them to just sit and/or stay so long without giving them any instructions?.......i was a staff, and even i found it boring la.....just going back to the part where the director expects her volunteers to stay all four hours......she can just see my ass laughing cuz what happened to her REAL volunteer performers? i dun see THEM showing up....*diu*....if she thought she was professional, then she dun need no stand-in's but get her "selected" group of performers to show-up la........instead, those two bitches made most of the people just SIT & STAND unreasonably like dogs? (FOR FREE?!!?!?).......THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND THE TWO BITCHES......

later on, when even some of the main performers left, stand-in's are in higher demand.....but no one wanted to be stand-in's!!!.....so the snobby coordinator told me again "ok, i need to get stand-in's for *blah* *blah* and *blah*".......i said i dun have any more volunteers to be your stand-in's..........she said that "you need to be responsible to look for stand-in's for me"...........i snorted back at her...out loud "not when you two basically kicked them all out..."......she just turned away without saying anything........i guess everyone was shocked when i blasted at the bitch.......doreen and clarence were like "it's ok, we all know how maa faan that lady is".....and doreen was telling my new boss all the problems from that bitch last year, i guess he understood where i was coming from?.....*shrugs*......i just couldn't wait to leave already..........the rest of the nite, that coordinator just continued commanding me to do things as if she was REALLY my boss, but i ignored her a lot......cuz seriously, when i recruit my volunteers, i remind myself that they are there VOLUNTARY to do a good deed, not to take unreasonable bossing-around commands.....if that's so, they might as well get paid for it.....-_____-"....only if that bitchy coordinator can snap that into her head....

i just heard from my new boss on friday that the bitch called him the day after the rehearsal to complain about me....LOL...like i care......she complained why i din know what to do when i was there last year? and that i should be expected to help them.....my boss supported saying that they din give any specific directions for anyone, and that they shouldn't expect volunteers to just stay there so long late at nite doing nothing.......she said that "it's just like that"......O_o.........what kinda common sense was that?....these are volunteers, not dogs that you wanna call-on when you like to, dumb twat......she even questioned my boss "din you know that?"...he was like "i really dunno, this is my first charity ball"....LOLOL..that bitch was molded.......LOL......but i can't believe that that bitch REALLY take volunteers to be granted, as if she really pays them.....LOL....DREAM ON la.......

so yea, i m not going to the next rehearsal 1) i dun wanna take stupid commands specifically from that bitch no more, and 2) i got class that nite!!...........i already had to give-up a session of vball that nite for that BS, no more.....only if i m available...so i had to ask doreen to watch after my volunteers for the next rehearsal......those two bitches just think that they are hella rich so they can just boss people around.....fudge them....if it wasn't for CNSC, i would have just ditched and told all my volunteers that they dun need to stay for the bitches' stinkin' attitude......the snobby whores can just do their show......i know they dun really depend on my volunteers, but then again we dun really need to help either them either.......we dun win/lose regardless how well/bad their performance; it's not like we get any credits or anything........like i always say "i only work backstage".......therefore, i have no need to take their stinkin' mother-loading attitudes....."haan di la".....dumb old hags......:P..........

  michelle williams - "rescue my heart"

today is the first time i saw rain since.....(did it even rain this year?...i dun recall)....anyways, guess it's a sign that summer is coming to an end.....at the same time, a temporary relief for me from the big projects......in which i seriously need cuz i kinda worn myself out over the past few weeks, and led myself to stay at home for the whole week..:S.....

so ever since i got back from my previous vacation, i rushed to prepare for the sing tao 2007 expo, sing tao daily sponsored an exhibit room for CNSC to put the winning artwork from the lotus garden contest.....i m like...cool...whatever......but the problem was that it was in san mateo, how i am supposed to get there WHEN I DUN DRIVE?!?!?!?....we managed to have the billboards, artwork, and etc. delivered by our sponsors, so that was a relief......i guess the main problem was HOW THE FREAK I M GONNA GET THERE?....the expo was on sept 1&2, and i already had to go there a day early to setup the exhibit (which was also the first day we were allowed to start setting up)....luckily, a co-worker and her husband volunteered to help setup, which basically took the whole day even with 4 other people...the following two days was rotating with my colleagues and volunteers on watching over the exhibits, and taking everything off for san francisco again...........btw, did i mention that san mateo was HOT?!?!.....so that expo center was hella stuffy and smelled like sweat, ewwww.....but the exhibit room was a bit more fortunately than the other room cuz our room was the only one that had fans...

then the following sunday was the lotus garden official exhibit/award ceremony at the CCC, it was kinda the same procedure where we weren't allowed to set up and move things until the day before....this was even more hectic cuz, disregard the closer distance, everything was rushed within to days........so we had to move basically the same things from the expo to the CCC on that saturday, which took the whole day due to the amount of furnitures we had to move around....then we weren't able to setup the ballroom until that very sunday morning (the hotel had a wedding on saturday night)........so after setting up and going on with the ceremony, we had to take EVERYTHING down again after a few hours.........ALL THAT WORK?!?!?......*sigh*....o well, it was expected.......i was just glad that i had everything else prepared already like the press releases and stuff, else i would have been in deep ass crap...:S...but then again, i basically brought my work home and worked after hours, i would prolly more on the ashamed side if i DIN finish all that stuff.......(WARNING: BAD HABIT ALERT, find out why as reading on).....

but overall, i am so glad AND blessed that i had a group of supporting colleagues and volunteers that helped me throughout the two events.......if it wasn't for them, i would have been just standing there jaws dropped, literally......come to think about it, i was seriously offended when this 8-poh from work questionned and interrogated me "do you REALLY need so many people to help you?"......i m like, what is SHE thinking?....like she knows shit, dude, she never even participated in a function before.....that cheap ass little mofo wouldn't even attend in any of our company functions without claiming for compensation......i l be surprised to see any sorry-ass low-life who would become her husband.......:P....anyways, that's why i never bother asking her for help when knowing about her cheap habits......i dun care if she helps or not, but dun even DARE interfere me from getting the sufficient help when she has no idea how hard it is to run a function.....-_____-"...

following on, i m supposed to run the soymilk sale this weekend at the mid-autumn festival street fair.....kikkoman delivered 250 cases of soymilk and soy sauce so we can sell and fundraise for CNSC.....a few of the staff went out to help move everything in from the pallets except for this guy who sits next to me......within 5 minutes after we moved all the products into the storage, he started ramming his hands into the soymilk and passed it around to everyone in the office...i m like WTF?.....1) he din even help move the products in, 2) i m the one in charge of the soymilk sale, not him........so who's gonna be reliable for the missing products when the boss checks?....shit, so i kinda made a scene in the office like "wtf, what are you doing?"..ya know?...btw, he's in charge of the thanxgiving food drive, i din see HIM distributing HIS food around the office....so why is he touching MY stuff, and passing out favors using MY stuff?..what the hell, right?......i m just speechless about this person lately.....his performance at work just throws me off sometimes cuz he's always acting like such a freaken PRICK!.....

so yea, finally ended the lotus garden 2007 after 5 months of *chya*, and encored by a few anals at work kinda filled me up for the rest of the year....BIG TIME......i had a sore throat since last thursday, and basically lose my voice ever since....not to mention last minute, i had to rush a slideshow for our open house that friday.....so that 8-poh from work was all itched up with last minute contacts, or i dunno what she was doing...but she was TELLING me to go get coffee for her for the open house.....WTF?....like "i" dun have anything to do?....the sorry-ass thing was that she din ask some of the less occupied people....and when she did, "i" was questioned by others "what are you doing that's so important? then why din you do it earlier?".......that just made LOL cuz AT LEAST I WAS WORKING MY ASS OFF!?!?!?.....i really din wanna yell back cuz my throat was suffering enough already from the past two weeks......i just wanted to go home, i din feel like staying with those people no more....so disappointing...:(........

that day was finally over, i just couldn't wait to burst back home.......i was praying that i could recover over the weekend, but somehow got worse with a series of headaches, stuffy and runny nose, and slight fevers.....-____-"....i called for a sick leave on monday and THOUGHT i could work again on tuesday........and that's when A FEW people realized that i was sick to the ground, and suggested me to see the doctor and rest at home......i tried to see my doctor, but really disappointing, his freaken nurse said that she couldn't make any appointments for me cuz they're packed.....and if it's really THAT urgent, she told me that i might as well call 9-1-1 for the emergency room.........????....$*^%*$%*%&$........talking about immediate attention, in that case, WHY DO I STILL NEED A DOCTOR????........i ended up seeing my mom's doctor, and he was cool to see me right away.......and here's the scary part, i was SO sick that i couldn't work for the rest of the week.........some of my colleagues and friends said that i have overworked and over-stressed, i guess.....i still dun get how i lose my voice...*shrugs*......

due to that, i had to give up the soymilk sale for doreen and evelyn (colleagues) to help me follow, thanx!......*sigh*.....it was actually one of my projects that din require a lot of stress, but i trust it in their hands.......i might as well just continue resting with my goal to be fully recovered by monday when i got back to work......WISH ME LUCK!!!.....(and yes, i m really tired from writing also)....

leehom wong - "心中的日月" ("sun & moon of the heart")

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..........i was HELLA PISSED TODAY!!!!!.....GRRRRRRRRRR........

so yea, the results came out for the lotus garden artwork contest as i said last time......i had to call up all the winners, even the honorary mentions and semi-finalists, and invite them to the award ceremony......and today, one of the honorary mention awardees come to the office after hearing my congratulating message; he was an old guy around his 60's?.......he had NO reaction from the award, got a clue with that non-verbal; he wasn't satisfied with the results.......he was complaining that the judges had no taste of his artwork, and that he was supposed to be 1st place...he thought it was an insult that he always get 1st place elsewhere, but got a lower position here....

...i m like, WHATEVER inside (LOL, imagine myself bitching back, we'll just yell back and forth, and he will never get his ass out the freaken door....-_____-"...LOL).........but seriously, who the hell he think he is?...what made HIM the ULTIMATE artist that it's not possible for other people to win?...*dork*....

...he said that the judges chose the winners because of "connections", and the contest results were all pre-arranged....(btw, those judges belong in the same art association as him, obviously they weren't connecting.......LOLOL)...-_________-".....but the point is, how can the judges have connections and pre-arrangements with a bunch of COVERED-UP NAMES?.......stop being such a sore loser, and face the fact that you ain't good enough la...*DIU*..........funny part was that he said "i have never heard of these winners' names, how can they be good enough to be winners?"........i m like WTF?...LOLOL....does a lot of people know HIM?........tehehehe.....

...but whatever, he can say whatever crap about the winning artwork, cuz it wasn't me (obviously) who chose them, i actually have no interest in these artwork myself....tehehe.......but dun go saying that the contest was unfair just cuz he din belong in the "top three" list....*selfish*....-____-"......i PERSONALLY made sure none of the artwork had any traces of the contestants' names; the contest was solely anonymous and based on the artworks' content....SCREW HIM! dun be fucken questioning my project.......GRRR.............and he actually said that he wanted his artwork back....i m like....uh......for his 4-1-1, the entry form already specified that all contest entries are non-returnable la.....unless he's just not civilized enough to understand that statement either......tahaha....

....so after he left, i called up the judges and their first reaction is that old man is CHI SIN, with an emphasized tone......LOLOL................but DUDE, i kinda feel sorry for that old man's family.......cuz most likely he's not even allowing his family members to be better than him either......*sigh*.......as an old man, living ALLLLLLL those years, i m surprised that he dunno how to "let go" and face reality......talking about diva artists and snobs, he was considered a "gik bun" lo.....

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but stop talking about that "ah baak", and more about my latest updates.........hehe...........so coming back from vacation was a bit tiring for me, cuz 1) i had a new boss, and 2) i had a final that nite.....but at least i had a lot of sleep, and that i wasn't getting as much dizzy moments.........

...i just had an interview with the new boss today, he seemed cool.........just talk talk talk and ideas ideas ideas, ok la................but i m still confused about my position now.......whether i m supposed to follow my old boss, since we had a verbal agreement?......but at the same time, i have not signed any documents (supposedly if i m no longer under the executive director), and my old boss is still away for vacation........so where am i leh?.........*shrugs*.........guess i l know next week....

as for summer semester, i finally finished all my finals on monday...the feeling is great!....the study session with si-jeh and neglecting my middle school 10th year reunion was well paid off......(but i heard the reunion din go so well anyways........*shrugs*...........the reunion was held at treasure island, and personally, i dun think it had ANYTHING to do with my middle school.......so yea....hope the next reunion, if there WILL be one, will be a bit more authentic and meaningful......and that the committee was more responsive and communicative with ALL members, and not just certain cliques...so elementary school)....anyways, can't wait to start my second semester......only if i can, cuz i got a english exam hold that wouldn't let me register for classes.......and the stupid english department seemed like their program no longer exists, no one answers/responds to calls......:S........so this coming semester, i m planning to take two classes again, and vball at ccsf....and the great thing is that there's no time conflict at all with work.......

talking about vball, i attended the first class today........it was REALLY slow cuz there were so many beginners that were just so "heung lei" about the sport.......(i can't believe i just said that, even tho i ain't no pro and that i haven't played for 4 months already.......hehe).....but seriously, it was just funny to see all these people who din know how to play acting like they were pros, e.g. ballhogs (running into other players), spiker wannabes (dunno how to pass the ball, and ended up crying about breaking a nail), sitting on the floor (slow reactions, not to mention blocking the court), and talking like they're experienced (less talk more work please).......grrr.....oh please, low profile D la, i felt sorry as the real pros laughed at them from other courts...........i m not no pro, but even so, the class was REALLY long for me already.........

anyways, time to sleep lu......